last night i killed myself....

and wept with tears of blood...
the passive longing of my nights turned into a death-wish
and drowned all my dreams in it.

i used to indulge in sleep-walking
today i've no feet to support me
i used to look up at the sun and mock its lonliness
today i do not exist!

there was a fire
which casted me in this mould
there was a shadow
which gave faith to my soul

but last night i killed myself...
and wept with tears of blood
because my "i" lost its essence
because there is no "i" anymore.